This Goes Out

You know why I like you?

I like you because you make me laugh, make me smile, bring a million butterflies to the pit of my stomach, make me weak in the knees and you’re one of the few people who make me unbelievably happy, no matter how shitty my day was.

And you know what?

It sucks to like you so much.

Coz until now… I still don’t know shit about you.

You have no idea how it is to like someone and not have a clue how the other person even feels about you! I hate looking at you wondering if something is ever going to happen between us. And each night, I get so sick and tired of wishing for it. I’m sorry if i am such a bitch to you sometimes. I’m sorry for ignoring you. I’m sorry for making it obvious that you’re one of the persons I least like talking to as of the moment. You see, everytime I’m with you, I can’t help but like you more and more. And it hurts to like someone who might not even be feeling the same way about you.

Why can’t I just forget about you?

It sounds easy, but I just can’t erase you from my memory.

Maybe it’s because I LOVE YOU.

I love you, I love you, I love you.

I love you from head to toe… and I hate myself for it. Life is definitely too short to waste on someone who doesn’t love you back, on someone who probably has a million people after him and on someone who would rather spend his time on sports or something.

And you know what?

I’m fed up! I’m sick of it. I’m sick of you, sick of the thought of you, sick of waiting for a sign the somehow, someday you actually might open your heart and love me too…

[mariainez]